(smilebooth of all Texas Bloggers at Allume 2011-formerly Relevant Conference)
So, yesterday I talked about one of my fears of following my dream. My BIG daring God sized dream. It’s kind of scary. Ok, who am I kidding, it’s totally scary!
My dream is to be able to reach out to women and mothers.
I want to listen to them, hear what they’re hearts are needing.
I want to use my trials through marriage and depression to let others know there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
God is the root of all things, and He will heal it and you!
I want women to know that all marriages are hard, that an affair in a marriage isn’t the end. There is a hope and a future for those three strands woven together.
I want mothers to know they’re not alone. Even when you are in your deepest darkest place, sleep deprived, non-showered and big bags under your eyes– God still loves you. He is there!
There is no silence where God is concerned, He is a constant in our world.
I want to encourage, to inspire, to bring about all of Gods good works He’s done in my life and in the world.
I don’t want my mistakes to be in vain.
I want my desires for women, to be Gods desires.
I no longer will keep my mind and mouth shut, when there are women out there who need support.
Women who need love, hugs, inspiration that life will be better.
I want to speak to groups of women and mothers.
I want to be there for them one on one. I want to be able to be that in real life version of the Lord. To use His works for the greater good.
I hope that’s what God has planned for me, because it feels as though He’s forming me for it. He’s making me stronger, braver, more courageous to speak about Him and His works freely.
So I’m ready God. Hit me with your best shot! Give me the will to do YOUR works!!